Archive for the ‘New York’ Category

Sleeping Hot Dog Vendor

Tuesday, October 20th, 2009

..October 2009  New York..

..Sleeping hot dog vendor outside the Museum of Art in New York.  Didn’t buy a hot dog from him.   Took notice of the army photo in back of the sleeping vendor.  Men with large machine guns.

On sunny October days, I walk to escape the dreary reality of war.  I think about all the people I spoke with in Japan who lost the majority of their family’s during WW II in the Tokyo fire bombings and atomic bombings.  I don’t like the glorification of war because it doesn’t explain the reality of war.

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If this is the apex, I can’t see much….

Saturday, September 26th, 2009

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Fragile

Saturday, September 19th, 2009

..September 2007 New York..

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Felt like 1998 for a couple of minutes….

Tuesday, September 15th, 2009

..September 2009 New York..

I finished a big assignment for a British magazine. The shots were approved this morning and now a feeling of relief. I washed and waxed my car to relax after.

Feels nice to make money. Felt like 1998 for a couple of minutes. The days when pay checks came in the mail 3 times a week from several different companies. The phone rang constantly for work I wasn’t looking for and we didn’t even have cell phones back than.

The sun seemed to shine brighter 11 years ago. Maybe because I was still in my 20’s….

Now finding the next assignment.

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New York

Friday, September 11th, 2009

..September 2001 New York..

Shot from the 65th Street fishing pier in Brooklyn. About 5 or 10 minutes after the second plane hit. A warm sunny azure blue morning. Was at home getting ready to cover New York fashion week.

Headed to the fishing pier because of it’s view off the coast from the south. The pier became packed with people. People running out of their homes and fishermen who had already been fishing. Fishermen continue to fish after the buildings fell. Was like a suspended reality. Life continued that day and night in a strange space.

My pregnant downstairs neighbor worked at the World Trade Center and escaped in time. A Chinese man down the block never came home. A candle burnt outside the apartment building he lived in. Next to the candle a small photo of him. A candle was lite for many months after. He never returned home.

I live 5 miles away from the World Trade Center. I could smell the fire smoldering in my neighborhood until the middle of December. Was a bizarre time in New York. For months the streets seemed solemn. Everyone in a suspended disbelief. Bombarded with 24 news coverage for 3 months also didn’t help. Regular tv didn’t resume for 2 weeks. Even than it was kind of hypnotic.

I left for a weekend trip to Rhode Island 5 weeks after. It was the first trip I took after September 11th. Was good to get out for a day. Just 15 minutes outside the city I could smell a crisper air. The sunshine seemed brighter and landscape endless.

Seems like 10 minutes ago but also a very long time ago. 8 years.

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Fragile

Monday, June 15th, 2009

..June 2004  New York..

I turned 30 years old last month. I treated myself to a crepe filled with raspberries and nutella. A treat, considering I gave up eating red meat a week before. It’s been 4 weeks since I’ve bitten into a hamburger. I sat at a candle lite table in a late night French Cafe yesterday and watched my friend chew a steak. A third of the way through her meal I asked if I could get a whiff of the steak. It was well done, the way I like it. The right shade of brown with a little char on top. The vapors of steaming grizzle smelled tempting. I could taste it regardless it wasn’t in my month. My eyes disappointed to see my arm slide the plate back across the table. I noticed she didn’t cut her steak with the same vigor after my sniff. Either I had converted her to my cause or my nose got to close to her sirloin. I don’t know how long I can keep eating french fries without the hamburger.




“…In the Kingdom of the blind…the one eyed man rules…”

Monday, June 1st, 2009

..June 2007  New York..

“…..in the kingdom of the blind…the one eyed man is king…..”

No words can better describe the world any better than these 12.  Much of it is our fault.  We have to suffer from our poor decisions.  We get what we ask for.

June 2007..

A tv poll has reported 60% of Americans disapprove with the direction of the country.  I don’t feel bad.  These are the same people who voted this roster of goons into power.  TWICE.  I wonder what they are thinking?  And the way it looks, if they elect the “Nasty Little Man,” 2007 will look like Pleasantville compared to hisapproach to life.